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If I could tell you what you meant to me, it wouldn’t even be half of what I feel for you.
If you could see how I feel, I would tell you that you should be dead because you should be drowned in an ocean of love.
If you could know what I feel for you, I know that you’d be crying right now.
And if you were to wonder inside my heart, my heart would stop… because once it saw you... it would erase everything it thought you were because it would understand ……………………………… that you are so much more.Current Mood:  mellow Current Music: Linkin Park- My December |
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I look at the stars and I begin to think. I look at the moon and I begin to cry. I look at the sunset and I begin to smile. I look at you… and I begin to love.
I will love you always forever and a day.
Nothing in this world could make me feel this way.
You're all my heart can think about.
You're all my words can say.
That's why I will love you always
forever and a day.
Tell me what you feel -- because I can handle being friends, but I can't handle being led on.
To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.
You're the blue in my sky,
You're the wings that help me fly,
You're the only star I see
You're what makes me... me.
If I had wings and I could fly, I'd still walk with you.
I'd rather go blind than watch you walk away from me.
And when you cry I'll be right there to tell you, you were never anything less that beautiful.
Everything I've ever tried for is right there ... in your eyes.
All my life I thought I needed the perfect setting, the perfect opportunity, and the perfect way to tell someone I love them... But suddenly I realized... I don't need any of that... Because I know it will be perfect... as long as I am saying it to you.
All I want is one chance, one kiss, one night... to show you what you mean to me. One chance to spend my day with you... to show you how we're so alike. One kiss to prove that we're more than friends. One night to hold you tight...
I fell in love with you the second I laid eyes on you, it had nothing to do with the way you looked, there was something in your eyes, then I found out what was in your heart.
Everytime I look at you, I know how much I love you. As soon as my heart skips a beat, I know. The second I feel the first butterfly in my stomach, I know. When I can't get rid of a smile that has been on my face since you left, I know. The way my eyes light up when you walk into the room, and how through out the day, you're the only thing on my mind. When you look at me with those big brown eyes, I know you know too.
I pray to the heavens above,
To give me a chance to show you my love,
If I give you my heart,
Please, don't break it apart,
I don't know what to do,
All I know is that I'm falling in love with you.
I asked God for a flower, He gave me a garden
I asked God for a tree, He gave me a forest
I asked God for a river, He gave me an ocean
I asked God for a Best Friend, and He gave me you
You're something between a dream and a miracle.
Of all the girls I have ever met, you're the one I won't forget. I know now we are just friends, but to me us two will never end. If I had one dream tonight, it would be of me and you. If I had one wish, I'd wish you loved me too.
I had closed the door upon my
heart and wouldn't let anyone in.
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt,
but that would never happen again.
I had locked the door and tossed the
key as hard and far as I could.
Love would never enter there again,
my heart was closed for good.
Then you came into my life,
and changed my mind.
Just when I thought that tiny
key was impossible to find.
That's when you held out your hand,
and proved to me that I was wrong.
Inside your palm was the key to my heart.
You had it all along.Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: Goodbye Tonight- Lost Prophets |
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Remember that day in 6th grade when you asked me out… heh and I said no. I can’t forget that day. I was such a dork how could you like me? I always thought, “This girl is just trying to play with my heart.” I never told you I how I felt. I remember going out with this girl. How wonderful it was to be with her but she only liked me because I had changed. Then she broke my heart. I was crushed and you were there for me I remember. Now the day I can never ever forget was the Peppermint Ball. Do you remember? Heh we danced the whole night away. I didn’t dance and want to dance with another soul in that room. When we danced you always gave that look at me. A stare that warmed my heart, and melted it into a new one. Filling in the cracks from my heartbreak. After that the things I felt for you never felt the same. I remember our chats that we had about nothing. Some were just silence, but that was ok no words had to be said for if they were it would spoil the moment. I would still get a funny feeling even if no words were said because the mood of the air said it all. Do you remember ‘girl’ (that was always our joke). Do you remember our date that we had when we went to the emporium and had a milkshake on the coldest of day haha how dumb were we huh? But we still had a good time. The walk we took after words was freezing but the warmth you gave my heart ignited my whole body. I remember when I hugged you and you walked home and I remember saying as you walked away ”That’s the girl I will always remember”Current Mood: A litl of this a litl of that Current Music: Lifehouse-Everything |
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After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And, you learn that love doesn't mean leaning. And, company doesn't always mean security. And, you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts, and presents aren't promises. And, you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead. With the grace of a woman/man, not the grief of a child. And, you learn to build all your roads on today. Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and future has a way of falling apart in mid-flight. After a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And, you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, and you really do have worth. and you learn, with every goodbye you learn...Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: Sin Bandera-Amor Real |
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Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 08:43 pm
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Well I went to practice and we were together and we talked bout the problems we had and we were like maybe its not best that we do go out cuz we weren't sure bout eachotherso we were like things were a lot better when we were friends and we agreed to it so were cool now I just gave her one kiss goodbye well to end the relationship and yeah everyone at practice knew so were like ok cool then we just sat on the couch it was me Denise Lauren and Carlos and wheezy all of a sudden Denise just lays on me and Carlos puts his arm around Lauren and we kind of fell asleep like that when I woke up and Lauren was awake to she just got up we saw that we were holding hands and we looked at each other far along time then we let go then all my feelings for her went away and she felt the same.Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Taking Back Sunday-American Classis |
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For every girl who is tired of being weak when she is strong, there is a boy tired of appearing strong when he is vulnerable. For every boy who is burdened with the constant expectation of knowing everything, there is a girl who is tired of people not trusting her intelligence. For every girl who is tired of being called over-sensitive, there is a boy who fears to be gentile, to weep. For every boy whose competition is the only way to prove his masculinity, there is a girl who is called unfeminine when she competes. For every girl who throws out her e-z-bake oven, there is a boy who wishes to find one. For every boy struggling not to let advertising dictate his desires, there is a girl facing the ad industry's attacks on her self-esteem. For every girl who takes a step toward her liberation, there is a boy who finds the way to freedom a little bit easier.
Jan. 10th, 2005 @ 09:33 pm
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You asked me where I was all your life. I told you I’ve been at your door all along..........I just never knocked.
Your beauty is so amazing....but when you shed tears its like I’m looking at the sun, because it hurts my eyes to see you that way.
Even though my mind may carry the horrible memories my heart carries the horrible pain.
As the memories burn away they leave scars in my heart.
Heart- within it in it is the spirit and what keeps it alive is the mind, and what helps the mind is compassion withered in that is empathy what makes empathy is feelings and the only feeling that helps the heart is sensitivity to show it we use kindness which the heart controls.
You know that thing that guys usually say “Looks aren’t important” Because I’m that way too and I looked at that for a long time and I realized that guys and girls both think looks are important……Even if we don’t admit it. Because I realized something……we all do think looks are important because once you get to know that person you perceive to see the relevance of who they truly are and their inner beauty that once only showed within…….begins to materialize on the outside and once you begin to see them and talk them more and more each day you begin to see that. So the inner beauty that we fell in love from the inside we now fall in love with the beauty outside. Because the heart is so used to that feeling that that person gives them that the heart can cascade an image of what their real beauty is and cast it on to their facial appearance…...so we see that instead of how other people look at them. So looks are important. Even if we say they don’t……..but that just how I feel. That’s ……just the way I am.
I only hear in science about how the heart pumps blood through the body... That it’s only an organ that just does what the brain tells it do to but how does it make the feeling when you are in love? Is there something in the heart that dwells and lives? Does it or can it resist the mind and make it think twice about feelings? I think that the heart is stronger than the mind that it is actually the most important of all organs Even more than the brain because if it was just an ordinary organ we would not feel love or give any emotion to anyone. If it didn’t exist the world would be a place of nothing but greed and power.
How kind you are is in the heart not in your mind and nothing can change how ur heart feels or what it wants unless the heart really wants that your still who you are you only think that thats how you feel and there is nuthing wrong with that.
Whether upset, sad, happy. I’ll always be there for you. If someone dies that you know’ I’ll be there. If you need someone to talk and listen I’ll be there. If you need someone to hold I’ll be there. I’ll be there even if I’m nowhere near. Why I do these things. Is because I know you would do the same for me.
As we grow old. Time passes us by and changes the looks on things. Seasons change and erode objects away. We grow old and think nothing has been distorted, but at one point at one era in our life we perceive with our heart, and things change even the people we know whether mean or nice... they change.
Aug. 13th, 2004 @ 12:56 am
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Aug. 10th, 2004 @ 02:47 am
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It was 3 years ago in Eagle Pass, I would usually spend a week or a couple of days at my Aunt Hope’s house and I she would invite a boy and me and him became very god friends. His name was Buster well in one of the summer’s I was there Buster invited me to go camping with him at this ranch. It was a real ranch and other kids where there to, it was like summer camp only you would go home to sleep. Well while I was there I made a couple of friends. They were Danny, Martha, Katy, Karl, and Molly. I go along with everyone there but I mostly started to hang around Martha a lot. So we became good friends after only 2 days we knew each other like the back of our hands. My mom always told me not to fall in love but you can’t control the heart or its action, nor the emotions you feel. As the days progressed the feelings became stronger. At the time I didn’t know if she liked me more than a friend, and I was too cowardly to tell her how I felt or still feel at the time. She had no mother and was raised by her father very good man. I found out she lived near my aunt house so I would sneak out and meet her at her porch her father wouldn’t mind because he did the same thing for her life. Well one day I noticed the ring on her. She told me it was her mother’s engagement ring but it was a man’s ring but her father couldn’t afford one say he gave his wife the only ring he had the only ring his family ever had, and she said it was given to her by her mother before she died, before her mother died she told her Give this ring to the man you truly love and truly trust. (The only guy she trusts is her father). One day I had lied to my Aunt saying I would be at Buster’s House but I went with Molly outta town with her father just for fun. Well we were talking in the back of the car. Well I had to use the restroom and so her father dropped Molly and I off at this store, and told us to walk to the picnic area when we were through getting or doing what we needed to do. Well when I came put of the restroom and all of the sudden I see a man go through the door and point a gun at the cashier.. but a cop and rite next to him was Molly. The cop was stupid enough to pull out his gun rite there and the robber saw him hesitated and...... shot Molly. He shot the cop but I didn’t care. I ran to Molly and the robber was rite there getting the cops keys to the car. I didn’t care neither did he or I wouldn’t be here......as I held Molly in my arms I felt a feeling I never felt before......there were too many emotions running through my heart.....loss, pain, anger, sadness, despair.....love but something stronger than that. As she bled I could feel her getting colder and colder. But I could feel warmth…..stronger than the sun’s embrace. I told her I loved her I loved her so much and I told her walk away from the light please please walk away......p..lea...se..For the first time I cried. With her last strength she got something and got my hand and put it in my hand …..and she muttered something. I don’t know though......but I hoped that I would find out. The ambulance came and her father was there I got in the back of the ambulance truck.....and held her hand all the way through....and the man said I’m sorry about your sister.... Then I said with a knot in my throat.... Sorry about the girl I loved. I was angry with myself wishing I had told her sooner. Saying it was my fault saying I could have taken the shot. So that way I wouldn’t have to feel the pain I was feeling in my heart. Wishing I knew the words that she said. As time passed the doctor came out……… they lost her. Her father fueled with anger told me if I know where he went. Further on he realized I wouldn’t know but it was just the anger in the heart. He asked the doctor about the ring on his daughter’s finger. The doctor asked what ring?? Furious he thought the robber must’ve stolen it, and I realized I had not open my hand since she put something in it and I didn’t know what as..... I opened my hand...... and saw the ring.
I would lik to know if anyone has had this problem or anythig near and if so i would lik to know the story so i don't feel alone.
Aug. 5th, 2004 @ 07:45 pm
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